I was thinking for a longtime like to what to write. I didnt get any topic or idea. Let me start off with something....Dont ask me wat it is about because I am thinking seriously wat that something can be!!!!!
My life.... at workplace its monotonous. Nothing is goddamn interesting!!!Daily come to office, check whether you got somework to do, continue with other work. I suppose I cant say that I should sit idle if there is no work. Here people have something called INNOVATION. Sounds very interesting... I had some ideas and thoughts which can be implemented. So seriously jotted them down and searched site for subsistence of similar ideas. I was appaled as someone has those ideas already!!! I got discouraged.But how can be so lagging behind when people are far ahead of you...Something wrong withe the previous sentence. Leave it........
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Thats what was going on office... I mean to say is going...It will definitely change in a period of time as our manager is changing. Its very difficult to assimilate this issue... Well one day or the other it ought to happen...I mean I am talking about the change thats going to happen in my office... or in my professional life...etc etc.
My life... I mean personal life....God!!!! Cant describe it. I wish I am very good at putting things in the right way at the right time. Well...this life is also monotonous....But there are moments in office which can be relished...talking to my frens...chatting....I cant do these things at home...because I am busy watching TV...hehehe...bad joke right!!!!
One thing I dont understand in my life is...wat are my expectations??? wat the hell am i living for??? just to make a living by earning for eating or for mere existence....looks bit complicated when I think of it more...But its so....ok ok... I thought of writing more... But I am not able to put things...
Many a times I wonder wat for I am here....
How would it be be if I keep myself in other soul...
Am I satisfying my ego really!!! No not at all....
There's always a feedback I get when something is done...
Its lost the moment I get another...Why is it so???
How could I try to retain that???
I dont know the answer, let time answer or
rather my frens should help me in that!!!!!!!!!!
2 comments:
same feeling here about work and life, but am too lazy to write an essay about it, so thanks for putting this stuff on net :).
kewl it buddy!!all of r gng thro this phase of "kuch kar dikhana hain!!"...all we need is a challenging environment...n satisfaction of living and surving in IT...and it is always not ready-made...we ought to create IT!!so lets keep up our energy-levels...and DO IT!!
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